I feel like it was yesterday when I was going to play apple tree square with my friends in my hometown. When we lay down on the grass to look at the shapes of the clouds and laughed all afternoon. Back home we bought ice cream, my best friend always chose the vanilla one, I chose the chocolate one. I also remember those long afternoons playing jump rope.
Later, in my adolescence, I remember that we used to ride our bicycles on the same streets as my childhood, with my first boyfriend. I liked to watch him doing his stunts on bike and skateboard.
My first drunkenness, the first time I threw up after drinking so much liquor. Well, that’s why I don’t remember my “first time” (you know what I mean).
All these images of my childhood and adolescence have come to my mind, and today, at 30 yo, graduated, without children, living on the other side of the country a kind of lonely life, I feel a great nostalgia and a desire to return to those years in my hometown where everything was simpler and more pleasant.
Everytime I talk about this, people stare at me like wtf!?. But it’s just an inevitable feeling. I fucking love to suck and lick the feet as much as people love standard sex. Besides, my girlfriend loves giving me a foot job. Just the other day I was watching a well-known porn site where there was a video of Japanese girls licking their feet at each other, it was the best video I’ve ever seen in my life. I see it every day to turn me on in bed with my girlfriend.
I am really good at giving feet massages, I do know where to touch a person’s foot to explode its brains out. It’s my sweet and lovely fetish.
I don’t know if it’s a big deal, but 20 years of being married to my wife, 2 great kids, a quiet and “normal” life and my wife doesn’t know I smoke marijuana, with friends, after work, and so on.
My wife is not used to that kind of living and I don’t want her to know either. She comes from a very conservative family and if they know that I smoke weed they would change their perception of me negatively, I guess.
Dad died when I was 3. My mom is an alcoholic and her boyfriend is a scumbag. My older sister is all day long outside with her friends or whatever, and she doesn’t give a fuck about anything. The worst thing is that we have a little brother, 4 yo. And I’m almost the only one who take care of him. If not for him I would have left my house long ago. I am 16 and I am working in a fast food restaurant after school. I’m really tired of this crap and I just want to raise the money to get the fuck outta here. :/